I top-customized a own graden for myself

I know I am not a rich person at the moment, the guy who just get basic salary and can only feed myself. However, I still wish I had a garden, when off time, I can water, weed and watch it until blossom. Life keep the same each day in Modern life, working or off , or sleeping. I really enjoy the peaceful l rural life. But there is not rural and urban forest in city. What I wish is own a yard in city. so I can plant flowers, keep pets. But life is not always smooth like our wish.
What I only have is a small balcony. I can only use the balcony to make my garden dream come true.
First of all, I spent 50 dollars to buy a batch of cans that customized flowers, like the daisy, lavender tulips etc,.Of course, my favorite roses. Open these cans, watering, fertilization, these detailed work make my life busy and full of happiness. A month later, these flowers, that placed in the balcony will looks like a small air garden.